If you have been reading my blog since the beginning, then you know all about my last relationship. Â You know that we had known eachother since we were 12 and that we were great friends and that we were engaged. Â It all is still crazy to me that we are done. Â I mean, they say everything happens for a reason. Â Although I was hurt several times by him, I know that I am not completely blameless either. Â And it is hard to just forget the good times we had and all the laughter and the friendship and even the bad times. I’ve never been so linked to one person in all my life. Â Of course, then I wonder… how could one person hurt me so much. Â And why is it that I still miss him?
I bet I sound totally crazy. Â Just being honest. Â I know we don’t want the same things, so it should just be a no brainer right? Â Well it’s not so cut and dry as I pretend it is.